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SHE'S JUST NOT THAT INTO YOU!
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What I tell myself now whenever I think of her..

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SO WHAT IF SHE'S THINKING OF SOMEONE WHO WON'T POSSIBLY BE ME?!
NOT LIKE SHE'S INTERESTED TO TALK TO ME ANYMORE
NOT LIKE SHE'S NOT HAPPY ABOUT HER LIFE NOW
NOT LIKE SHE WANNA MEET ME AS MUCH AS I WANT TO MEET HER..
SHE DOESN'T CARE!
I can't find words to say to her
I can't find courage to talk to her
I can't bring me to do somethin so..
so.. cruel
Just wanna be there when she needs me
Just gonna catch her when she falls
Just do not want to pull her down with the likes of me..
unworthy..

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She's not the least of my problems now at the very least..

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So my day started off by me wakin up at 4:30AM
I had a nightmare of which I can't remember
It's actually somethin of which I wanted, a nightmare
to wake me up on time for school everytime D:
just so happens that it's extra early so I went back to sleep

woke up at 8:20 when kawei called me..
my lesson was at 8
-gasps-

I'M LATE FOR SOME STUPID LESSON!!!
dang!

after a few more lessons then class outing @ pizzahut!
was kinda in a rush 1 hour break only


dudes without me(I took the photo)


Me all the wayyy at the back


the other peeps


the last moments I had with my new speakers(will elaborate more)


One of my pizzas that went down my gullet.
Cheesy yet yummyy

these were nice moments man..
THEN I FORGET TO BRING MY IPOD CHARGER @#$@
dang!

Okay after our lil outing we took it to java class
Hell, dudes at the back all damn horny cus of some naked celeb cover which I found on ontd. But I hafta admit, Jessica Alba is HOTTT!!!!

-starts elaborating-
For our java, teacher told us textbooks are out already so we make our way to popular. I bought a cup of smokin hot milo along the way as well, needed somethin to drink DUH! I saw SenRong there and made a gesture to him as well as walking towards him. Chatted for abit then also let him haf a sip of my milo haha

So because of that I fell back from the group for abit..

As a result, I hasten up! hoping to catch up with them even though they were a few metres away only. ChinGee was missing from the group and my paranoia heightened.
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ALL OF A SUDDEN!!


BAAAM! CHINGEE POPS OUT OF NOWHERE!!!!
But in my paranoid stance I managed to minimize the shock done to me and the cup of hot milo in my hand didn't get spilled at all.
I ignored his childish antics and continues walkin ahead without botherin about him



GOD this is when I let my guard down..

THEN FOR SOME IDIOTIC STUPID IMPAIRED MORON PATHETIC REASON(yea my vocab is quite limited to this point)

HE
PUSHED
MY
HAND
HOLDIN
THE
CUP
OF
HOT
MILO!
AHH!!!


(just for reference)

EFFIN HELL! I SCALED MY HAND AS THE MILO SPILLED INTO IT
I KNOW THERE'S NO POINT IN CRYING OVER SPILLED MILO BUT REALLY,
I CAN SWEAR THAT I SWORE ALOT AT HIM!!HMPH!!!
@#$@#$@#KNN@#$^#@$#@$#@%%$FCK!#@$#@@#$IKILLU!#@@#ASSHOLE@#$!BIATCH!@!@SONOFA!@#!@!%@!BASTARD!@$!@#!FCK!@#!$IKEELU!@!#RAWR@#!@!DAMN@#!@!CCB#$!@#^@#$#@

I endured the excruciating pain all the way to popular x.x


okay so here' the thing. my hands was dirty and reeks of milo
i passed my speakers and earpiece to chingee(OMG WHY HIM AND THANK GOD MY IPOD IN MY POCKETS!) and went to wash my hands encounterin a hot chick by the sink as well.

I went in to join em after cleanin up but refusin to take baq my speakers cus my hands were wet(WHY!?!) then no idea what happened nxt we bought our books!

no speakers were returned to me..
no speakers were returned to me..
no speakers were returned to me..
no speakers were returned to me..
no speakers were returned to me..
no speakers were returned to me..
no speakers were returned to me..
no speakers were returned to me..
no speakers were returned to me..
no speakers were returned to me..

we walked out and parted with cg as he went club
after around 10steps i came to realize
OOOHHHHHH SHIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIITTT!!!!!!!!!!
WHERES MY SPEAKERS AND MY EARPIECE?!?!?!?!?!!!!!
BLARRDDIEEEE HHHEEEEAAALLLLLHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!

-rushes to call chingee-
the conversation
me:eh cg, my speakers wit u?
cg:nopex.. not wit u meh?
me:wth dun haf leh
-checks bag-
me:wth realli dun haf
cg:not wit me
me:WTH!!!!!!!!!!!

-rushes to popular-
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NO SPEAKERS!
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NO EARPIECE!
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/emo

he came baq we couldn't find it.
super sad
super tired
super stunned
just a couple of mins frm goin out of popular
my speakers got stolen
asked the staff noone speakers bein turned in
scanned bag again, up to 3 times
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N-O-T-H-I-N-G-!

we stoned outside popular
the popular staff said the camera spoilt
WTF!!
so we haf no way to track who stole it

In the end, as a compensate I accepted his speakers as well as his apology
As for my earpiece..
I'll just hafta get 1 nxt time and baq to headphones for now..

sighh
$27.80 on java book also gone

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went home in a very sad, solemn, lonely and quiet bus.
damn sad
took another can of beer to drink
thinkin whether it's more bitter
or me..

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sigh..
no use cryin over spilled milo or lost speakers..

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feel better now knowin that these are inevitable
and also cus I haf awesome friends



-END-

PS:

MY DINNER, BEEHOON!(with abit of yesterday leftover fried fishfillet =/)